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aku sengih jek sorg2 bile bace post sebelom neyh...oh Ima, ko neyh addicted sgt dh neyh...nk wat camne kan...terlajak lori bole direverse, terlajak suke susah nk benci!!!(xsedap langsong okeyh perumpamaan tuh)

hurm, termasok arini aku dh seminggu menjadi godmother pade 4 ekor cicing yg super degil n suke gigit tgn aku...mak die dh mati, so as 3 weeks born babies, mereka perlu disusukan...n almost a pack of milk dh nk abes dh kt umah aku...they had to be feed 4 times daily...n kalu mule2 nk abeskan satu piring susu pon mcm nk mati aku suakan susu kt mulut mereka...skrg senang2 jek suku teacup cicing tuh boleh abeskan...haish...sian tp kat cicing tuh sbb xde sape nk bersihkan n jilat bile bdn die kotor...si Marsha tuh bole plak wat derk jek bila cicing tuh kat dpn mate die...geram2!!!

tp siyes sian cicing tuh, nnt sape nk ajo die bersihkan diri n jadi more cat-like...xde mentor dh...tp aku cube wat ape termampu jela for the sake of bagi mereka minum susu...n hopefully bile die dh besa siket n dh bole mkn, aku nk mak aku belikan die frieskies or whiskas for kittens...hehehe

tp skrg, honestly, aku xleh nk tgk langsong pics or videos bout animals whether yg kiut miut or yg sedey2, sbb kat umah aku skrg ade 4 ekor cicing yg kiut miut tp ade life yg sedeyh...haaish~~~

dhla...actually aku xmau emo2 lagi...tp teremo plak tibe2...hehehe...aku nk ceria2 aje...xmau pikir yg xbes2 lagi...hehehehe...

Mode: mendownload Bi-shi , Hyori unni, Hara n Joon oppa's vid...hepi2!!!!

ss501~~sarang!!

AWAS!!SUPER PANJANG!!!N ANNOYING!!!

I am n addicted KPOP lovers!!!well that is not new right???n adekah korg tahu siape yg menjebakkan aku dlm dunie korea???sile jawab kalu tahu...xtahu ker???bia aku bagitahu, orgnyer adelah NURHAFILAH n SITI AMINAH!!!dorg ajak aku explore Kpop n eventually aku jd independant Kpop lover...hahahaha

n the source of my love to Kpop initially is SS501...aku stat realize dorg after tgk WGM...tp before tuh tgk jek Boys Over Flower...n sah2 aku kutuk abes-abesan HYUNJOONG aka leader ss501...kutuk abes2 lah...then Fila everyday akan dengar lagu Love Like This by them n at the time honestly, I dont really care for them...n siap gelak2 lagi bile Fila suke ngan Kyu Jong yg pade aku tah pape jek...tp subconciously, aku Ternyanyi gak lagu tuh, yela ari2 kot denga!!!kat bawah neyh ade aku letakkan video lagu tuh...sebenarnyer aku nk ltak yg parody sbb sgt lawak tp, let the nice memory of ss501 jek ade kat post neyh ok...

tp bile aku tgk WGM, ohmaigod...teros jatoh cinte selame sebulan terhadap leader Hyunjoong...n apelagi tros kene bambu ngan Fila...yela dulu kate kat die apela minat leader kt Boys Over Flower...mcm xde kelebihan n sgt2 pelik sbb pade pandangan aku die super xhensem...tp fila still ckp die ade senyuman yg sweet...ntah pape jek...nah sekarang aku plak minat die...padan muke!!!n walaupon aku kate aku neyh anti Lettuce couple iaitu due makhluk di bawah neyh, leader n luvly wife Hwangbo, aku actually kagum n jeles gile kat dorg...slamber yet so sweet...n because of that jealousy tulah aku ckp xsuke ngan dorg...huhuhuh...tp siyes bile aku tgk cite We Got Married dorg, aku gelak lawak dorg, aku jeles ngan Buin yg terer masak, aku suke tgk Leader romentik n aku nanges bile dorg berpisah sbb Leader busy...(foreshadow okeyh, because leader's commitment pade lakonan makes him leave one of the best thing yg happen to his life)...aku sgt addicted to their show n thought nothing will top their fake marriage...nasebla I was proven wrong coz ade pengganti die iaitu Goguma couple...hehehe...okeyh2...not talking bout those...

n the rest is HISTORY...aku teros minat gegilean pade ss501...even more than SUJU sbb mase tuh cume tahu pasal ss501...ari2 kalu bleh tgk video ss501 kt youtube n ct plak mesti carik video Kyu Jong die...lawak2...n ntah bile, aku terjatoh cinte dkt Jung Min n hilang dh rase cintan cintun terhadap Leader...n Jungmin oppa is my Number 1 Bias in Kpop...even before Heechul oppa tau...suke gile ngan kegilaan Jung Min n aku totally xingat the 1st reason aku suke kat Jung Min...oh oppa...lame2, die jugak became some others favorite...hehe...he is just so lovable kan...

n then aku mule suke kat baby Jun...syg gile ngan die yg kiut miut..kiut kan die???ohye gamba bwh neyh la die (the 1 wearing white shirt)...the other guy tuh lagi aku syg...lets not talk bout him here okeyh...tp siyes, muke die yg sgt comel n perangai die yg cm BABY mmg sgt sweet...kalu bole amek die n simpan dlm kocek, huh mmg jek aku dh buat...tp in reality die sgt abg2 n sgt mature jek...just for the fact die adelah baby in ss501, die ade privilege utk mengade-ngade...hihihi

at 1st, sume org xpandang langsong saengi as fav...tp ntah kenape lpas denga lagu Find, kitorg sume teros menyayangi die sepenoh ati...he became everybodys' fav...n ini adelah terbukti kerana kitorg pnah wat poll between aku, Ct, Fila n Siah, n Saengi menang 1st place tau...die sgt comel...our prince yg suke senyum n suke wat muke cute...how can we ever hate you sayang...look at that face, n tell me how the hell am I suppose to hate him...even ade rumor yg die pnah ade love triangle with eunhyuk of Suju n another girl, he is so lovable n super cute to be blamed...

thanks to dis song lah...suare die sgt sedap n memikat kami semue...OST Boys Over Flower...n btw, aku totally hafal lagu neyh!!!I can totally sing along though u might not get what the hell I'm pronouncing...kuikuikui

n walaopon aku xdela suke ngan kyu jong, I have to admit die ade sore yg bes n agak kacak...tp hurm...nice guy is just not my style...hehe...papela KIM KYU MIR!!!die lawak actually, tp ntah nape aku rase every time die ckp pasal diri die, aku rase nk tutup lappy or just fast forwardkan jek part die...tp like I said before, Ct is CRAZEE over him...n the most cute part is our coursemate Amirrudin, he is like a reincarnation of Kyu Jong...n thats when Kim Kyu Jong became Kim Kyu Mir!!!hahahaha lawak okeyh...

tp this past month, aku terime berite yg amat2 sedeyh bout this beloved group of mine n my friends...dorg ade possibility utk disband...OMG!!!aku ingat ngan kemunculan semule dorg, with LOVE YA akan activate dorg smule, but sadly, that was not the case...oppa, dont cover your face!!!

aku terkejut kot bile ade gossip bout them being disbanded...belom disband tp aura tuh sgt kuat!!!mmg jek aku pasan when they were talking SHIT mase fanmeet...nanges2 n talking how they had put tripleS' aka dorg punyer fanclub down because xwat promotion lame2...n the fact yg dorg xyakin dorg will stay forever as ss501...aduh!!!perlu ke ckp mcm tuh...tp at that time, aku rilek jek...refuse to fikir yg bukan2 n just wait for them to sambong kontrak n u know, just b ss501!!!

tp the latest news neyh wat aku sedeyh campor geram...sume ade...geram kat leader yg tuka company...sedeyh kat saengi n Kyu Mir sbb dorg xde arah...n rindu pade Jungmin n baby...tp yela...dorg ade life n career yg dorg nk pursue...haish...

I dont want to put the blame on leader just because die sambong kontrak ngan syarikat laen utk pursue die punye acting career (just like what happen when he is with Hwangbo)...tp a bit disappointed lah...but then, it IS his own life we are talking bout...xkan nk ckp ngan die u must be with ss501 forever n not pursue that acting career of yours...

n wat d hell plak to news yg kate DSP xmau sambong kontrak with Kyu Jong...yeah, I know he is not everyones liking but honestly, without him, wat become of ss501...come on la...think thoroughly kot...before, I was quite lega with the fact yg ss501 neyh under DSP media coz dorg bkn under SM ent or JYP ent, yg mmg skrg tgh hangat pasal Hankyung of SUJU n Jay 2PM...skali tup tup dorg rupernyer lagi terok kot...sbb senang2 jek nk lpaskan one of their precious son yg dorg dh kerah for 5 years n now buang n because of what???xlayak ke die???for 5 freaking years dh die kerje keras...still xlayak???atlis SME n JYPE tuh xsewenang-wenangnyer buang hankyung or Jay...in fact, Hankyung n Jay yg decide xmau ngan company tuh lagi...tp DSP???OMG!!!geram!!!

honestly aku arap diorg stay together...tp ntahla...haish...tp kalu dorg stay pon, they will not be the same...dorg ade own priorities yg mmg diorg kene wat...hanyer dorg yg perlu decide whether dorg still nk be a ss501 or just go solo...it is all in their hands...precious hands yg dh hold each others for 5 years...

n who am I to tell them what to do...just because I'm a fan, I cant decide on their life, RIGHT???how can I???it is their life, dorg yg hidop dlm life tuh...their future is in their hands n not MINE...dorg yg wake up every morning n face the decisions yg dorg dh wat...love it or not, dorg yg decide...

kite???sokong dorg n be a good person...no need to be mad OR be a crazy fan yg hate the artist just because of this bump in their life...buang jaoh2 rase marah n just be happy with whatever they choose to decide...siyes...aku xmau jadi fan yg go nuts marahkan either side, coz it will be a waste on my part...penat pikir the best solutions tok dorg, siyes, aku asek la pikir what are the best options to them, tp mcm xgune kan...bknnyer aku yg akan tentukan what they are suppose to do...so~~HuH~~I am left speechless~~

ntahla...in my heart SS501 forever as 1????!!!!!hopefully Yeah...

MODE: BERSEDEY!!!!n I told u it will be long...Annoying atau x, terlambat utk menyesal kan...

AgAk-aGaK~~

agak marah skrg neyh...sgt marah pon bley kate gak...

ntahla...rase cm xde mood nk tulis...ADIOS

day 03

my favorite tv show...hurmm~~nerves2...ish ish ish...susah neyh...alamak im, nape la ko dilaherkan indecisive ek???xbole ke skali skale dlm hidop ko jd firm cket in making decisions...

eh eh eh...ingat senang ker???aku kn ade ongoing relationship ngan encek tv...sejak dr kecik smpai ke besar gajah mate aku asek melirik ke kace televisen tau x...so agak payah la nk decide wat is my fav tv show...

ye...mmg skrg aku menggile korea...(sile jangan pertikaikan ek...ni yg malas berfesbuk neyh, ade jek intruder yg suke mensebokkan diri...I'll stick with twitter...) tp aku nk pilih something yg not korean la for this part...xmaula nnt org kate asek2 korea, mkn minum tido sume korea...haih~~

so okey, ape ek???hurm, ade idea...i'm thorn apart skrg neyh, ade 2 yg berlegar-legar di minda...due2 pasal perubatan...huish...korg decidekan bole x???

dlm category perubatan no 1: HOUSE m.d

category perubatan no 2 plak : Greys Anatomy

wicked kan...oh maap gamba from grey's di emphasize on mark sloan coz he is really MCSTEAMY...eye candy kot...hehehe

korg mesti xtau kan aku suke berangan jadik doktor sakit jiwe...hehehe...so aku sgtla slalu attracted tgk cite ttg dokter neyh...so antre due cite neyh korg rase mane bes???

adekah si dokter gile bername HOUSE yg mmg sgt awesome n super bijaksana...die tuh unbelievably berlagak tp sgt attractive...okey die tue n xkacak, tp sgt rude n super inconsiderate...?????knape aku suke features tuh in a guy???watever la...die mmg sgt best...n his sidekicks (yg lamela) super hotness overload...chase walopon kureng bijak, tp sgt hemsem...uish hemsem...

n grey's plak, actualy aku anti meredith, tp suke gegile ngan izzy stephens n on-and-off boyfie alex...huish hot...n aku obviously suke mark sloan n gandingan die ngan lexie tuh...wuish, nosebleed~~~~sheperd plak, aku suke die tp nape la die tuh super lembab...kalu suke katekan suke, kalu xmau g la carik laen...haish

so korg, yg mane satu korg rase patot aku pilih sebagai fav tv program???

the A TEAM~~

im...im ko neyh xabes citer pasal heburan kan...mcm xde bende laen jek nk cite...hu xpela, pade aku cite personal neyh better disimpan di dlm hati...jdkan pekasam n lame membusung kat hati n nurani...baru adventure sikit hidup neyh bile kite slalu berat hati menanggung kesedehan kan...(maap la kalu korg saket mate melihat ejaan aku yg super sengal)

so semalam aku g kuar ngan akak n nephew aku g mahkota parade...tp before that kitorg g naek menare taming sari...oh daebak!!! knape DAEBAK?? sbb aku rase aku xgayat sgt pon...atau mungkin menatang tuh mmg langsong xscary thus aku sgt rilek menaikinyer...well, dptla tgk view seluruh Melaka...wah, mmg xdinafikan, Melaka mmg super kecik...n aku rase walaopon aku neyh org Muar yg jaraknyer hanye sejam dr Melaka, aku mmg xabes jalan lg kt situ...ade jek tmpat yg either xpenah pegi or dh lupe bile pegi...so next sem, Melaka will be invaded!!!

ok, berbalek ke topik asal, the A Team...wah DAEBAK!!! siyes neyh DAEBAK!!! aku bknla peminat cite action kamen neyh, tp oleh kerana bdk MARA aka Danial tuh ajak g tgk the A Team, aku n akak aku ikotkan jekla...ingat nk tgk Lagenda Budak Setan, tp tpakse ikot saranan bdk tuh sbb die dh nk balek asrama dh...so bile masok wayang tuh, aku sgtla memandang rendah cite tuh, sbb aku mmg ANTI cite action lebeyh2 lagi cite mcm TRANSFORMER, GI JOE n etc tuh...so mmg aku x anticipate langsong aku akan enjoy cite neyh...

tp to my surprise, cite neyh mmg DAEBAk!!!brilliant!!!awesome!!!lawak okeyh...aku mmg suke the humor that pengarah tuh selitkan dlm cite neyh so that it wont be straight seriuos for the 2 hours...asek gelak jek ngan lawak2 yg sgt sengal oleh askar2 tuh...alamaK! aku lupe name watak...hehehehehe...tp the black guy tuh adelah antare yg paleng lawak...somewat aku bleh relate ngan die in which die berbadan besa tp agak penakot nk terbang in flight...smpai si gile Murdock kene drugs die everytime nk fly...huh!!mau xtakot, die almost terjatoh from helikopter gare2 Murdock tuh...oh dh ingat name die, Baracus...n Baracus ni sebenarnye askar udara tau...IRONY!!

n Murdock mmg totally GILOS!!!how can a pilot be like that...come on la...bole mati saket jantung kalu aku naek flight dier...super gile okeyh...n sgt bingul!!!

so out of 5 star aku bole bg 4 setengah bintang...siyes, mmg DAEBAK!!!!!! g la tgk cite neyh ea...