MaRaThOn

wah2...gembirenyer ko ea im...bermarathon arini...

eh jap2...marathon???DAEBAK!!!larat ke ko nk ber"marathon"...larat okeh...sbb cume marathon muvi jek...yela kan...aku kan sgt OUTDATED ngan citer2 KOREA...so aku tgh marathon ler neyh...tp kan, aku bkn marathon citer yg mainstream tp aku g marathon short film n film indie dorg...hehehehe...n aku jugak marathon cite yg berunsur GayNess...kuikuikui

okeh 1st nk ckp, cite 'No Regret' tuh agak berani la in showing the gayness n all...as compared to the antique bakery...sgt berani okeh...terperanjat gile ngan scene die...like I said before la kan, aku bkn nyer suke GAY tp terpesona n terkesima (uwekkkk) ngan love dorg...the hardship they face...the confusion n the sick-to-their-stomach feeling bile dorg terpisah...wawawawa...aku pervert...dhla...nk smbong cite korea...[UPDATE:opss...mase aku tulis post neyh aku maseh on the way nk tgk cite noregret tuh...tgh loading...skali dh tgk...emmm amat x digalakkan esp tok kwn2 aku yeh...daring giler2...yaiks~~~xleh nk smbong citer tuh so move on to other story okeh...]

lantakla kalo ko nk kate aku g tgk cite lame2...APE AKU KESAH!!!cite2 yg aku tgk neyh mostly from the 2007 to 2009...so mmg aku neyh OUTDATED giler2 la kan...

n BTW, KOREAN SINGERS r not all Gay!!!aku pernah freak out bile baru2 knal Kpop dulu bile tgk HyunJoong kiss Hyungjun...tp skrg~~all the skinships just prove yg dorg tuh super cute n close with each other...

HATE

Tidak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

of all people I thought u were DIFFERENT...tp sayang...U R the TYPICAL handsome guy...sudala...

me being childish!!

ye mmg aku minat...MINAT sangat2!!!pade sape???pade org2 di atas inilah...

n my obsession over these boys are increasing day by day...n if u look at these pics, u can see that they r in fact KOREAN celebs...n YEAH that means I HEART K-POP!!!!

I admit that before this CRAZINESS over these beautiful creatures, I laugh over my friends obsession over K-POP....but now that I'm hook, I know how they felt (padan muke...tahan MALU sebab dulu just ignore ke'obses'an dorg...kuikuikui)...aku jadik overeksaited dgn ape2 je berite bout these OppaS n BabieS...n from time 2 time I share them with those that I know have the same feelings as mine...

tp in this 1 instance, aku rase cm nk hantuk kepale sum1 jek...sesedap rase jek kamurang nk mem'belittle'kan saye yg besar neyh...sukesuki kaki hangpa jek kan...huh!!mmg la I lambat...tp ade AKU KESAH???perlu ker???lmbat atau cepat is not the issue here, my effort to stuff with u tuh adelah a big...I repeat a BIG leap in me wanting to share what I like with u...n for it to be thrown just like that...Haish...memang jek xde lagi perkongsian antare kite....HUH!!!

well...actually what I realize is that I hate being belittle...WHO does anyway kan???hurm...laen kali xnak share ape2 dah...CHILDISH???YESSSS~~~

OH BLAH LAA KAMU YG SUKESUKI BERLAGAK BAGUS!!!aku xpela...kekekekeke

aku kehilangan~~

maybe sebab aku dh lame x berBLOG atau dh lame xmenulis...aku rase aku dh ilang the touch...not, again NOT saying yg aku maha hebat menulis blog sebelom neyh... but atlis when I read back some of the posts from previous aku rase sebak, happy, marah n kecewa bout the stories...sbb tuh memang stori aku, so aku dpt recall balek my emotions at the the time...biala aku jadik mcm masok bakul angkat sendirik, atlis aku rase aku ade space tok improve my writing...improve my blog...

tp sekarang aku rase FLAT!!!no EMOTIONS!!!sangat cold...mungkin sekarang aku xde emosi???

dulu tuh mase aku tulis blog, I'm either mad, happy or SUPER SAD bout something...now, my feelings -rather than stable- aku lebeyh emotionless...aku lost hope n kept that emotions bottled up in my inflated body~~~haish

ntahla...I kinda miss that crazee IM yg luah everything she felt...remeh or not it is hers to decide...well...hopefully that Im will come back...soon...very soon~~

zaman kegelapan!!