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Saturday, October 16, 2010

It is This Day that I am scared of

ntahle....bile makin tue, sape je kan yg suke???tolong bagitau sape yang suke bile umur makin meningkat...memang hebat la kamu yang tabah n matang menghadapi umur yang meningkat...

tapi kenala bertabah kan...nak tak nak umur memang akan bertambah..masih teringat-ingat lagi aku buat post kat facebook "hello 20s, bye bye 10s" due tahun lepas mase aku baru masok alam 20-an...n 2 years later, here I am, UNCHANGED...still the same IMA that she is years before...

to say that I've become more mature, I'm not brave enough to say it...NO~~at times, I felt like I'm the most immature person in the whole wide world...tapi kadang-kadang, rase macam aku dah matang melalui sesuatu pengalaman...boleh bersabar n tak mudah melenting n manage to berfikir secara waras...entahla, 22 tahun aku hidup mungkin belum cukup menjadikan aku insan yang bergune, tapi at least I dont end up as rubbish... Thank you ALLAH for giving me a life yang sweet ni...setakat ni, KAU masih menyayangi aku n melimpahkan segala rezekiMU kepada aku, insan yang sangat LALAI dan ANGKUH dalam mengingatiMU~~Moga-moga umur yang meningkat ni menjadikan aku lebih RAPAT denganMU~~insyaAllah...and pade family aku yang tak pernah jemu memberikan aku kebahagiaan diselangi kedukaan...I cant get a better family than you guys...I cannot imagine my life without all of you by my side...I cant even grasp the idea of getting into another family except from you guys...

so what did I do on my birthday???well, I spent the whole day today at my room...feelings all mixed up...I get this 'emotions' for my birthday every year...rase macam emo sikit, sedih sikit, gembire sikit...bercampur-baur...tak tahu kenape...mungkin hormon wanita mule kicks in kot...huuu~~~and then around maghrib, as expected from ASIAH, die ajak gi Putrajaya...she and her 'little plan'...berlakon here and there...sedangkan before this dah plan awal-awal nak celebrate my birthday and Fila's birthday today...tapi die still hide behind the bush...well, okay, I'll play along~~so, cari punye cari tempat kat putrajaya, akhirnye sampai kat depan Bangunan Kehakiman...santek wooohhh~~~sumpah the scenery was breathtaking...they sang 'Happy Birthday' to me and Fila n we blow the candle...after that ape lagi, makanla~~~
the cake was awesome gilos...tiramisu YUMMY!!!!kitorang sume pakai topi birthday and just enjoy our time there...amek gambo n just have fun~~dahla ramai orang kat situ, tapi wat dunno jek la...

honestly, eventhough dah expect this celebration, the party was really AWESOME!!! entahle, maybe the fact that the time was spent with people that we really care about makes it more worthy...It is not the extravagant food or place nor the party itself but its the company...These people, the people that in the end will cheer you up after a HARD day...no matter what they did, how annoying some can be, these people are the ones that you can rely on...no, these people are NOT perfect...as do I...But their imperfection plus my imperfection makes the world go ROUND and ROUND~~~You gals can hate me, and I can hate you gals, but at the end of the day, we have to be with each other...maybe university friends dont last FOREVER, but these memories are the ones that I'll keep forever...

the small gifts that I know are are from the heart~~I will cherish it forever as it is deeply carved in my heart~~



SITI, ASIAH, FIZA, MUN, AD, MIRA n BIHAH thank you for making my 22nd and FILA's 24th birthday such a memorable one...be it not 100% nice, it was hella FUN!!!!!

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