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Monday, April 12, 2010

giLe JalAn

tahniah...congratulation...

sem break kali neyh aku sgt hebat~~perasan giler~~tp betol la...


dlm 3 minggu cuti neyh, aku cume ade kat umah xsampai seminggu tau x...rase sgt2 berbalo-baloi cuti...

rase cam sayang actually bile xdpt spend time kat rumah byk2, sbb sem lepas aku xbalik kg 2 bulan tau x???bese2 sminggu jek aku dh meluncur laju pulang ke rumah...

tp xpela, skali-skale jek pon...1st arituh aku g trip ngan geng pompuan ke utara...then minggu neyh stat ari ahad smpai kames aku g langkawi (utara gak kot) ngan femili...naek flight lagi...bes2...

penat sgt mase kat sane tp atlis aku enjoy gak la...aku dpt naek kete kabel...takot ok~~~

ermm...sem depan g mane plak?? SELATAN?? TIMUR??? atau g PanTai???

AkU SeOraNg BaKaL bLoGGeR

I am new 2 d world of blogging...

bile aku start blogging ni, rase cam xlame jek...yela...time consuming tau x...dhla tu, I dont have enough life experience 2 write about...my life currently pon not very d interesting 2 b shared 2 d world...xde boypren...xde peminat...xde kawan baek...xde papela senang...so kadang2 if u all notice (adeke 'u all' ni sume) crite dlm blog aku amatlah xmenarik...cite yg sgt ringan2...(ringan laen ek korg)...but 2 tell u d truth...I DONT CARE WHAT U THINK...aku nk wat blog utk diri aku...my own self fullfilment...tp nak gak improve on my writing style...so bile bace ade trase kesan d hati...hehehe

I read lots of blog, just bcoz I love reading...byk gakla yg aku suke n smpai skrg xmiss bace walau diorang xla slalu update...soem od d blogs r [ the bogus circus by Helmi Razali, hilangpunca by pIpIyApOnG, primajohnna owned by d handsomest human being on earth (uweknye), gEEk iN tHe pInK by my TESL senior BungaHafizal, sarah al idrus owner d same name]...sudah2 kalu nk mention mau smpai 1 page pnoh pasal name blog jek....but these r some yg sgt2 aku enjoy n suke...

I read all these blogs pon bkn ape, just bcoz I love reading...sometimes by doing so, I improve my style of writing...aku trikut2 care pnulisan diorg (yela aku new blogger, no identity lg)...sgt suke...n aku prasan ade blogs tuh cam ade trikot2 sgt care pnulisan bloggers laen...aku xsenang sgt la gitu gak...we have 2 find our own identity in writing...as 4 now, I'm still looking, trying n changing...at some point my posts r mostly in English if u notice...I did that coz I wanted 2 write better in English, yela kan aku kan future teacher...English aku sblom ni agak tunggang terlanggang so aku rase blogging is d best way 2 help me writing better in d bahase penjajah...huhuhu...but now, I realize there's no point in membuta-tuli writing in English if I still dont master d beauty of d language...aku xmau saje2 tulis in English smpai in d end, xde nilai estetik nyer d ctu...(wow)

so, as 4 now, korg bertahan ye with my blog yg cam pape ni...I know it takes quite some time 4 my blogs 2 b interesting 2 every1...blog2 yg aku bace pon bkn sesenang jek nk ade pminat...they start from no1 reading their blogs 2 thousands enjoying n commenting in their blog...

tp ake ade 1 identiti...small small identiti yg aku suke...cbe teka...

ps klunyer...die kecik ade 3...

Getting to know me...

Knowing myself 4 bout 21 years made me realized that I'm not all perfect...DUH!!!

I know I am not perfect in d eyes of all but deeeeeep in my heart n mind I still consider myself as kinda flawless...CEH...ala I think every1 pon consider themselves as kinda minda perfect also...ah jgn x ngaku pulak ye...(case in point...if lets say u got in2 fights or misunderstandings with others, u would consider urself as right..right????so don't that suggest that u consider urself right almost most of d time????even d most humblest person in this world would have that slight feelings that u r right instead of others r right...its just that u dont say it out loud...thinking n doing r 2 different things right...)

ntahla...its hard 2 admit that u r wrong when u r used 2 d fact that u r perfect...so, me admitting that I;m not perfect doesn't mean that I will consider myself wrong all d time...I'm just me...

I AM IM...thats 4 me 2 say...NOT U!!!!! U know who u r>......

I an IM

yup...I am Im..Bullshit 'Im' u can say...Wuteva la...

People said that I am very cruel sumtimes..hehehe..true la kot..Like I care what people thinks..1 thing 4 sure, I am pretty much a "hypocrito d amor" (fila's words) ...Why???Coz I pretend a lot la weh....I am bad actually, so, people!!!don't ever think that I am 'BAEK'.....

For now I am a MESS sgt2...my probs at home plus d exams r killing me so bad...camne nk kuar dr MESS ni weh????nk nanges xlarat dh....All d time d probs kept playing (rewind on n on n on) in my mind like film kept playing on d screen...SHit gile... (pardon my language) ..Camne nk get out of this mess???Maybe I should berserah je kt Allah n should b berdoa byk2...But my mind is sooooo not resting that it's a mess up there...HELP!!!

Here is d only place I can tell what I felt as no 1 is judging...Maybe noone is even reading my blog.. well i don't really care pon...coz this is d only place where I can talk bout my probs...you want to judge me pon I DONT CARE!! "SANCTUARY FOR MY CHAOTIC MIND"

I am changing!!!!

aku xpuas hati ngan wordpress!!!!!!!!!!

I'm making a new blog...Damn...many of my memorable posts are going to waste...
WTF!!!xpe2...new journey, new BLOG!!